Dear Adam...I felt some Peace this a.m. when I awoke, perhaps it was that sign you sent me...I am not sure if anyone else believes in things like that...but I do...and I know you'd reach out to let me know that you're okay....and I find some comfort in the notes I read, the pics I hold, the expressions you held when you looked at me, I know in my whole heart that NO mother could have loved her son more or that NO son could have loved his mom more...I know that....more signs went to Earl's house....a doorbell rang three separate times with no one there....and as Julie said...no one rings that bell...and Earl was so distraught over your passing, he loved you like a brother and he felt helpless...and sorrowful for he wished he could have knew...or helped somehow to prevent this horrific event....but we're all holding on to one another....your friends are coming over again tonight for lasagna...and again on Friday....it helps us all....because you left tremendous voids in each of our hearts and this town isn't the same without buddy...