Today is a breathtakingly beautiful day....many beautiful days have presented themselves to us lately...when you died Adam, the earth was still cold...frozen and bleak...and as days passed...the changes of Spring have replaced the bluster of winter that passed...flowers have sprung up around the cemetery and there are birds everywhere...the view from which you are buried is spectacular and scenic...it overlooks the entire town since you are situated on the knoll area in the cemetery...it's quiet and serene...Dad and I sit and reflect and feel the Peacefulness around us...calming...the sounds of birds...the rustle of leaves and the soft footprints heard as Hazel trots back and forth around the grounds...although she is not supposed to be in there...no one says anything, in fact...it always seems we're the rare visitors there...we usually have the place to ourselves...Jordan drops by daily, usually on his way home from work...he doesn't say much...his focus is on remembering YOU...and again...we all work through this differently. There is no book or master plan on coping through a loss as significant as this...time...time...time...will it truly ease this pain...my daily prayers reflect on that...not to ever forget our glorious boy...but that time will ease our pain...so our lives can attain some "near" normalcy someday...................
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