Adam...

Adam...
My Beloved Son

Monday, May 31, 2010

drifting away....



I look at Jordan...and see only portions of what he used to be...he's not himself without you...how can he be? Together you made the "act" complete. He was the Kramer to your Jerry Seinfeld...You'd been partners throughout your life, I had Dad...and you guys had one another...times of travel...times of fun...we'd partner up...you'd look out for each other...always...
Jordan hates life's newest decision that made him an only child...he wants to see you on that couch across from him, to listen to you talk...or rant about politics and religion...to listen to his feelings right now...he must struggle more than anyone knows or can imagine...he was the person who spent more time with you than anybody...others tell me things go well for them since you became an Angel...that they felt your presence with them when they interviewed...or got promoted...or did well in a card game...all I'm asking is for you send Blessings and watchful care over Jordan now...please send your Angels to circle him in love and comfort...inside his head lives ghosts of all he saw...witnessed...and endured...and I'm sure he felt helpless as he watched hope drift apart...as WE watched hope drift away...it drifted away...........
p.s. Perhaps it was you who was more like Kramer? You guys loved that show...and you loved "Newman"...

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