...somehow I let go today...at least for one day...released myself of the monkey that's been riding on my back for over 6 months now...the monkey jumped off but who knows if he'll be back again tomorrow? I had some really good talks with some really awesome friends...I see what Adam saw...or felt in his heart-to-hearts...my mood lifted since yesterday...the unending support of others somehow raises me when I'm down low...got to be strong...need to be that person that Adam loved so much...got to be me again...