....six months have passed us by, life took a pause, clouds parted and we can now visualize a glimmer of the blue sky that we once saw vividly...we search for a rainbow in the distance...the seasons of change have visited the place where our son now lives...from the harsh ice and snow that encapsulated the grounds to the thaw of Spring and the rebirth of flowers and robins...to the brilliant heat of the summer sun...seasons have past...our hearts still pain us with the loss we feel...and I still reflect back on Adam's favorite book, the one I wrote about earlier in time...and I think about Ted and I...and how we are so much like those sad parents desperately trying to fall back into life again and the challenges it presents...yet we do...as we must...to attain some normalcy...although normal isn't what normal once was...nor ever shall be...but more seasons will come and go...and time will continue to place deep voids of space from when we last last saw him...our light...our son...