If  you want to survive something as devastating as child loss you seriously need to reinvent yourself. As harsh as it sounds you'll have to in order to live on amongst others. The part of you that lived because of your child is no longer there.  And living in that hollow void evaporates all of your  emotions. Striving to be a different version of yourself  coupled with living each day to the fullest with quiet remembrances of our son is what we have done.  There is never a day or night we don’t sit and reflect on how much we loved him.  Or how hard it’s been living this life without him being able to grow alongside us....